Bonjour mes amis!
A wild stranger has appeared to apologize greatly for lack of post! :(
I'm super super sorry, I haven't posted in a few days and it totally sucks. I meant to post yesterday about the new room objects (the one where I lost all the pictures from before), but just as I was about to go out with my friends for a cheeky lil' bubbletea, I had a complete tizz over my clothes.
I used to dance a lot and obviously at school I did P.E for two hours a week, but then popping up to sixth form meant I didn't have time to dance anymore, because I have my job at McDonald's and 5 hours of study for each subject out of school. McDonald's doesn't help either, because on my break I get a free meal which means I have at least one McDonald's a week, and I'm not exercising anymore to work the fat off. I'm either studying, blogging, or attempting to upkeep my social life.
In short, since the summer I've put a stone and a half on, and now none of my clothes fit me. It's quite normal for a girl to put weight on and feel a bit shitty about their body, I mean we all have days where we feel a little fat and we eat things that we shouldn't. But normally after a while it goes. And there are girls that are bigger than me and I understand that, but right now, I totally feel fat (which to be fair, I'm not) and I can't fit into any of my size eight clothing. I've never put weight on before, at least not to a drastic degree of having moved up a clothes size, and as I had no clothes yesterday I had a complete BREAKDOWN.
My mum took me to Meadowhall Shopping Center after I sat for two hours straight (no exaggeration) sobbing my stupid heart out. I was completely devastated. My lovely, lovely mother spent quite a bit of money on clothes in a size ten or twelve just so I had clothes to wear until I lose the weight.
Because I will. I'm determined.
I had already noticed that I was putting weight on so I replaced all snacks with fruit (which has altered my bowel movements quite a bit, ooeck)
I have decided to make myself a list of things that I aim to complete throughout the year.
SO
List of things that will make me happier
- Lose a stone and tone up your body for the summer, so you can wear nice outfits.
- Continue to eat healthy snacks instead of chocolate and crisps (that includes the fortnightly graze box - review soon)
- Stop stressing about things that aren't worth it, like school and clothes.
- Wear whatever I want without caring what people think. If I want to wear a wig, I will wear a wig.
- Keep my bedroom super tidy so that by April/May, I can have it re-done for my birthday.
- Save £1000 for Magaluf with the girls.
- Be nicer to Jason (because for a boyfriend, he puts up with a lot of shit)
- Do nice little things for my friends to make them feel appreciated
- Stop getting snappy with my parents
- Blog at least every other day!
That's my list! Tomorrow I will post the room objects post, and if my Graze box arrives, I'll review that too. Wednesday there should hopefully either be a little post about the happenings that day, because Hannah and I usually pop to town, OR there will be a haul post on the lovely clothes that my mama bought me yesterday.
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Bye guys!
em xo
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